No Family Guy Quote today :( Decided to go for a quote from a great book:
"A man's (or woman's :) ) steps are directed by the Lord. How then can anyone understand his own way?"
Proverbs 20:24
This a great verse for me right now. Most of you know of the events that have occurred over the past few days, so I won't bore you with stuff that you already know. Some people wonder why I did what I did, and so do I, sometimes. My main reasoning is just that I need some time away. Everything that I've known over the past almost two and a half years has been Marc. Now I'm not saying that that is a bad thing, it's just that I think I've lost Kim along the way. I just need this time in order to figure out who I am and, most importantly, what I want. I have no idea what the future holds for me, and that scares me to death. I don't know where I'll be in a year, a month, or even a few weeks. All I know is that after I move home for the summer, my life is going to be completely different. Everything that I've known over the past two years is going to be gone. Everything is going to be different. Mo matter how much I would love to just hold him and tell him everything is going to be okay, I know I can't do that. I need this time, and I think he needs it, too. I just need to figure out who I am and what I want, with life, love, and just everything in general. I don't really know how to explain how I feel, and I completely understand if people don't get it (although I know one special girl out there knows what I'm going through;) Love ya!). I'm just really confused about everything right now. I just need some time to get my feeling straight. Whether that time is a few weeks, months, or even years, I dunno. Anyway, so that is my current thought on that topic. If you couldn't tell, I really don't know what I'm going to do, or how I feel, hence why the above verse is to good for me. The Big Guy Upstairs has it all under control, and I am totally trusting him.
Anyway, on a lighter note, I had my final performance for my voice class tonight. It went pretty well, better than expected. I am now all finished with that class, which kinda stinks because it was my favorite one. That means one down and four more to go. The next few days are gonna be pretty stressfull with papers and finals (great fun). I hope everyone is doing well, and don't stress too much about finals. Just a week and a half and it will all be over. Have a good night/day everyone. :)

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