Family Guy Quote of the Day:
Peter: Have they ever shown him doing somebody in and then feeding on him?
Brian: You're asking if they've ever done a Sesame Street in which the Count kills somebody and then sucks their blood for sustenance.
Peter: Yeah.
Brian: No, they've never done that.

Hello Everyone! Sorry for the lack of updates; I've been pretty busy with work and finals. Well, yesterday I had my first two finals, both of which I feel went rather well. I studied all day Sunday for them until about 1 a.m. I then went to bed and got up at 6 to go to Steak n Shake for breakfast with Marc before we went to our 8 a.m. final. So, needless to say, at 11:45 when I walked out of my Spanish final after being in final for almost 4 hours straight, I felt wonderful!!! I only have one final left, and it isn't until Thursday night, so I've got plenty of time to study.

After my finals yesterday, I came home and took a nap and then went to North Daviees with Marc to watch Michael's track meet. It was fun, but a little awkward around his parents given the current situation. I was excited to witness all that Marc has talked about referring to Michael. That boy is a beast!!! He is definitely going to kick butt when he gets to high school!! After the meet, we went to DQ for dinner and then headed to 482 for my last Monday night with the guys for the summer. :( I'm going to miss Monday nights. Watching wrestling all by myself in my room just isn't going to be the same. *sigh* I'm sure I'll be down every now and then over the summer, so that will be good. After RAW, I came home and Ashley, Mary, and ERIC ( :) ) were hanging out in my room. We talked for a while and then watched Kill Bill Vol. 1. Pretty good movie, not as gruesome as everyone made it out to be. It was bloody, but very fake blood. I got to bed around 2:30 or 3 and got up at 11. I went on a walk today which was nice. It is sooo gorgeous outside. I love springtime!!! :) I love the sunshine and the cool breeze. *sigh* Anyway....

Well, the time has come to start thinking about packing, something I really don't want to do. I've just got too much crap!! Here and at home. Plus, it's just kinda sad to think about leaving. I've had such a great year, and I have so many great memories. It's sad, but I'll only be gone for 4 months and then I'll be back and I'll get to meet new people and create new memories.

I've discovered that I am becoming more and more confused everyday. The past couple days have been really nice with Marc. On Friday, he initiated "radio silence," but that only lasted a day, which I am happy about. We talked a little on Saturday and then studied together all day Sunday and we hung out yesterday. I've had a lot of fun with him the past few days. That makes me wonder why I am doing what I am doing. I still can't help to think that no matter how much fun I am having with him and how much I enjoy being with him, I still need to take this time away from him. I'm not exactly sure why, I just know that I have to. I guess throughout this break, I'll just figure out how much Marc really means to me. I dunno. It's so confusing and hard to explain, so I don't blame you if you don't understand. If you pray, just keep this situation in your prayers if you would; I would really appreciate it. :) Well, I need to go study for my American History final now, and then get ready for work. Have a great day everyone, and enjoy the sunshine!!!

Love,